And the other shoe has dropped....sort of. I heard from my doctor yesterday about my  blood test results and the next step in this great thyroid/lymph node  adventure....and it's not the news I wanted. My thyroglobulin value is  between 0 and .2.  I realize that I'm not going to hear a definitive  "cancer free" and the best I can hope for is "undetectable". So that's a  good result. 
However, we are still not sure why my lymph nodes are huge.  So in March, I will repeat the neck ultrasound.  Depending on those results, I may have the thyrogen shots and thyroglobulin (TG) blood test again. 
So the good news: my TG value is less than .2 and there won't be any cutting into my neck to get out lymph nodes right now.
The  bad news: I had hoped this would be my last round of testing since I'm  nearly 5 years out from my surgery and radioactive iodine therapy. At  this point, I should be able to go off the  yearly protocol. But instead I'm back to testing every 6 months. I feel  disappointed, sad and somewhat angry. I want to move on with my life.  I have spent 5 years of my life worrying about cancer and I just want to be done. But I'm not done.  I'm still in limbo. It's still not settled.
 
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