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Friday, August 24, 2007

Awww!


I wish I had a little boy to dress up in this adorable frog costume from Target. I doubt my 12 year old would let me stuff him into it.

Meeting the teacher

Today we went to meet Abby's teacher. While we were there, the tornado siren went off and we wound up spending almost an hour in the basement with the whole school. It was cramped and about a thousand degrees in there. Ick. I felt bad for the little kids who were scared and crying. Evan was just about to get on the bus when the siren went off and they brought everyone back in and put them in the basement. Not knowing this, I was totally freaking out about his safety because I was afraid he'd get home and we weren't there. OMG.

We had some pretty crazy storms here today. A funnel cloud even touched down by Josh's office. Luckily he was huddled in the basement with me at the time and not driving home like he would have been on a normal day.

Beautiful and horrifying photos

While exploring Flickr, I found this really moving photoset of the Katrina aftermath...13 months later. I am really shocked and horrified that our government is not making this better.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Crying in my Beer (or really a Coke Zero)


I really hate when my hubby has to travel for work. For one I miss him like crazy. Secondly, it sucks to be the one left behind. I know that he's not just working...he's having fun. Considering his co-worker/business partner is also his best friend...it's not all work going on. It's especially hard when you facing a health crisis. But I'm trying to make it fun this time.
*we rented a few movies
*bought junk food he'd never buy (for me diet cherry coke and vanilla coke zero).
*I'm going to hog the bed.

Maybe someday it will be fun to be alone? Like when the kids are grown and out of the house....13 years from now!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

The cherry on a nasty-week-sundae

Today was my endocrinologist appointment. It was a follow-up and also time to discuss my ultrasound results.

She has been watching 3 of my lymph nodes. 2 of them grew in size since my last ultrasound. 1 of those 2 is nearly triple the size it should be. Despite my negative thyroglobulin and clear scan in January there is some concern that my cancer is back and has spread. Yuck.

So now more testing to see if that's the case. August 27th I go for my 1st Thyrogen shot. Next day (unfortunately also 1st day of school) is my 2nd Thyrogen shot. Then that Friday I will go for a blood test to test my thyroglobulin level. Here is some info on the test for those of you who don't get the thyroid lingo.


I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm feeling like I was nearly 2 years ago when I was going through my cancer diagnosis. In light of my news today, I'm wondering if I should even start this semester of school. If I have to go through surgery, testing, and treatment then I can't really deal with school. And tomorrow I was going to go pick up my books. I have a lot on my mind...

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

What a week...and it's only Wednesday.

Monday: felt sick/off most of the day.
Tuesday: major trouble with oldest child. Ultrasound of neck...not fun!
Wednesday: major trouble with youngest child.

So this week has been a lot of yelling, crying, scolding, time-outs, worrying, discussing, and stressing. Why is it that kids know when you are vulnerable and pick that time to be the most behaved? I swear they do it. This week has been stressful for me because I am waiting to see whether or not my cancer is back/still there. I'm not a big fan of having cancer by the way. I want to focus on getting on with my life and getting healthy again. So it's been stressful and the trouble with the kids makes it more stressful.

I think I need Mommy time again....

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

No new pictures

On our family vacation, we managed to get sand in our camera and now it doesn't work. I didn't realize how important my digital camera is to me until I didn't have it to use every day. Hopefully we can get it fixed or replaced soon. I'm having photo withdrawal.

Friday, August 10, 2007

It's not all fun & games

I love being a mom 99% of the time. But that 1% can be really bad. For some reason my children just cannot get along with each other. They are always arguing over the tv, the gamecube, the computer, some toy. What blows my mind is that they have a 7 year age difference...it's not like they play with same kind of toys! Most days I spend my time cleaning the house or refereeing between them. By the time my husband comes home, I'm ready to tear my hair out.

I am really looking forward to some "me" time this weekend. I am going to spend most of Saturday out of the house between a scrapbook party and going to scrap mania with a friend. I know after that, I'll have renewed patience.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

We didn't let her win

Last night we had a family game night. Meaning that the 4 of us sat down to play a game. The only game that all four of us enjoy that is possible for our 5 year old to play is LIFE. We have to help her since she can't read. We also tell her the pros and cons of making any decisions, but ultimately she makes the choices. Last night, she won. She won by a lot. Maybe the simple approach that our 5 year old takes is the way to win?

Mommies don't get sick days

I injured my knee in January and then reinjured it again a couple of weeks ago. My doctor wants me to rest it as much as possible, which as a mom is a joke. Luckily my husband took a long weekend this past weekend and I did get a chance to rest a bit.

From Friday afternoon until now I've basically been doing nothing in an effort to rest my kneecap injury. And it sucks. I'm bored out of my mind. I have to sit with my leg straight out or it hurts. I have to limit going up and down the stairs (according to the doc) so I have to decide where I want to be. If I go to the living room, there's no computer and the kids control the tv. If I stay upstairs where I can control the tv and use the computer, then the kids are constantly fighting and tattling on each other. Gah! I've read 2 books and working on a 3rd plus 4 magazines.

The good news: I think it's actually helping. I'm in less pain.